poems

envy

Forgotten lives

have the most to tell us

about making it through ours

Lost in their times

swallowed up by the stories

that carried into ours.

Their shadows long gone

the billions unspoken

knew without understanding

their place in the grand arc of time

they held whatever joy they could

the best they knew how

to find delight

in between the rest

History tells us as much about ourselves

as phones tell us about each other

as science tells us about what makes us care

We’re separate, forcibly

still more uncaring

than we care to admit

Still there’s something, almost missing

in between our chests

that tells us something

about forgetting our lives

about losing what the fraying strands of History left behind

too long ago to recall

About what every other being

still understands without knowing

How they’ve kept their nature.

without even trying.

without a care for my envy of them.